"...nem todos os dias são dias de olhar feliz. Estes dias raramente nos são oferecidos (daí o seu mistério) e quase sempre têm de ser construídos, desenhados, conquistados. Nesta procura do sentir a alma plena dos reflexos doces destes dias de olhar feliz, a vida, a nossa vida, mistura dor e alegria, sofrimento e felicidade, desilusão e sonho, amargura e paixão, choro e riso, ódio e amor. Assim, quando nessa busca constante O vento te rugir e a chuva cair em massa, quando o céu te fugir e sentires o teu amor em desgraça, quando o arco-íris te mentir e a sua recordação ficar laça, lembra-tedo brilho divino que vislumbraste nesta promessa de amor eterno….Lembra-te Que o vento, a chuva, o cinzento do céu, o arco-íris, as tuas lágrimas, as tuas duvidas, todos eles fazem parte do mistério da vida. Lembra-te Como Pessoa, que: “O mistério das cousas? Sei lá o que é o mistério. Único mistério é haver quem pense no mistério.”Aí ergue os teus olhos para o firmamento e procura devagar, em paz, o caminho de regresso ao vosso arco-íris de mãos dadas com o brilho intenso e mágico (quase irreal) da mais nova de todas as estrelas do céu..." LC21/06/97

24/04/2019

adeus Naomi

24/04/2019
mais uma despedida, no dia 23/02/2019 a Naomi foi partiu, tal como a Inca com ajuda e também acompanha por um abraço de despedida; um ultimo abraço muito doloroso mas necessário. A Leonor foi quem mais sofreu, nunca viveu sem a Naomi, foi muito difícil. Foi a 2º vez  que fiz uma cova no meu jardim e um pedaço de mim ficou coberto com terra. Teve que ser, ela estava muito cansada e estava sofrer muito, obrigada por tudo minha querida Naomi.

nota:dia 15/04/2019 fez 14 anos que a Inca morreu.

15/04/2015

10 anos

15/04/2015
Faz hoje 10 anos que a Inca morreu.Com a partida dela também eu morri um bocadinho, depois dessa despedida, não voltei a ser a mesma.Foi um dia muito escuro, muito doloroso.Por essa altura eu estava a fazer aquilo a que chamo a minha travessia no deserto, e esse dia foi o dia mais negro dessa travessia.Parecia que tudo à minha volta era estéril, nada crescia, só morria. Nesse dia achei que os meus sonhos nunca se iriam concretizar, nada valia a pena.
Sei que sou uma preveligiada, a minha dor comparada com a de tanta gente é insignificante, mas era a minha dor!
Hoje 10 anos depois, sou grata pelo fim da minha travessia no deserto, e por muitas outras coisas.Apreendi que valorizar aquilo que temos é a melhor forma de amar, as saudades, essas não desaparecem, estarás sempre comigo minha querida, estás no meu coração e sempre que olho para o limoeiro que está no local onde foste enterrada, lembro-me da tua companhia.
Hoje é um dia cheio de lembranças dolorosas, mas também é dia de agradecer aquilo que tenho de bom, e felizmente são muitas. Nada na vida é um dado adquirido, a qualquer momento a vida resolve darmo-nos um abanão e depois já não podemos voltar atrás. Um dia vou conseguir lembrar-me de ti sem sentir tanta Mágoa, mas esse dia ainda não chegou, ainda custa muito.Adeus minha querida

02/06/2014

adeus Becas

02/06/2014
Dia 31/05/2014 foi o dia. Foram quase 15 anos.
Obrigada pela tua alegria e pelos teus pulos

nota:a becas era a cadela das minhas sobrinhas

05/05/2014

DIA DA MÃE 2014

05/05/2014
Domingo é dia da mãe, e eu sinto que é outra vez natal, é tãooo bom, esperei tanto por ter um filho neste dia, e tive tanto medo de nunca poder dizer hoje é o meu dia, que agora quero aproveitar o antes, o dia e o depois.
é sem duvida um privilégio ser mãe, e eu sou muito grata, por poder abraçar a minha cria. 
Mas, os 9 anos de espera, no meio da minha alegria imensa, não me deixam (nem eu quero) esquecer as outras mães, aquelas que as campanhas publicitariam não falam, mas, para elas eu (e muita gente) quero deixar um enorme abraço e muitos beijinhos;
para todas as mães que não puderam abraçar os seu filhos porque partiram antes de nascer, eles são estrelas no céu que sabem foram desejados e sobretudo amados.
para as que esperam que o sonho se torne realidade, acreditem em vocês e se sentirem que o caminho acabou, a culpa não é vossa.
A todas as mães que viram partir os filhos cedo demais, não tenho palavras, apenas um colo.
Resumindo a TODAS AS MÃES um dia mãe muito feliz!

16/04/2014

9 ANOS

16/04/2014
 Há nove anos o dia 16 de Abril era O DIA ZERO, no dia anterior tive que tomar a decisão mais dolorosa da minha vida. Estava com o coração congelado, acho que ainda não descongelou totalmente. Tenho muitas saudades tuas, querida inca.

04/02/2014

Parabéns Naomi -9 anos

04/02/2014











Tantos momentos, hoje como era dia de aniversário brindastes a malta com uma bela porcaria, mas enfim...Parabéns na mesma.

17/12/2013

FELIZ NATAL

17/12/2013

13/12/2013

Para 2014

13/12/2013

post written by: Marc Chernoff

30 Things to Start Doing for Yourself


30 Things to Start Doing for Yourself
Remember today, for it is the beginning.
Today marks the start of a brave new future.
Our previous article, 30 Things to Stop Doing to Yourself, was well received by most of our readers, but several of you suggested that we follow it up with a list of things to start doing.  In one reader’s words, “I would love to see you revisit each of these 30 principles, but instead of presenting us with a ‘to-don’t’ list, present us with a ‘to-do’ list that we all can start working on today, together.”  Some folks, such as readers Danny Head and Satori Agape, actually took it one step further and emailed us their own revised ‘to-do’ versions of the list.
So I sat down last night with our original article and the two reader’s revisions as a guide, and a couple hours later finalized a new list of 30 things; which ended up being, I think, a perfect complement to the original.
Here it is, a positive ‘to-do’ list for the upcoming year – 30 things to start doing for yourself:
  1. Start spending time with the right people. – These are the people you enjoy, who love and appreciate you, and who encourage you to improve in healthy and exciting ways.  They are the ones who make you feel more alive, and not only embrace who you are now, but also embrace and embody who you want to be, unconditionally.
  2. Start facing your problems head on. – It isn’t your problems that define you, but how you react to them and recover from them.  Problems will not disappear unless you take action.  Do what you can, when you can, and acknowledge what you’ve done.  It’s all about taking baby steps in the right direction, inch by inch.  These inches count, they add up to yards and miles in the long run.
  3. Start being honest with yourself about everything. – Be honest about what’s right, as well as what needs to be changed.  Be honest about what you want to achieve and who you want to become.  Be honest with every aspect of your life, always.  Because you are the one person you can forever count on.  Search your soul, for the truth, so that you truly know who you are.  Once you do, you’ll have a better understanding of where you are now and how you got here, and you’ll be better equipped to identify where you want to go and how to get there.  Read The Road Less Traveled.
  4. Start making your own happiness a priority. – Your needs matter.  If you don’t value yourself, look out for yourself, and stick up for yourself, you’re sabotaging yourself.  Remember, it IS possible to take care of your own needs while simultaneously caring for those around you.  And once your needs are met, you will likely be far more capable of helping those who need you most.
  5. Start being yourself, genuinely and proudly. – Trying to be anyone else is a waste of the person you are.  Be yourself.  Embrace that individual inside you that has ideas, strengths and beauty like no one else.  Be the person you know yourself to be – the best version of you – on your terms.  Above all, be true to YOU, and if you cannot put your heart in it, take yourself out of it.
  6. Start noticing and living in the present. – Right now is a miracle.  Right now is the only moment guaranteed to you.  Right now is life.  So stop thinking about how great things will be in the future.  Stop dwelling on what did or didn’t happen in the past.  Learn to be in the ‘here and now’ and experience life as it’s happening.  Appreciate the world for the beauty that it holds, right now.
  7. Start valuing the lessons your mistakes teach you. – Mistakes are okay; they’re the stepping stones of progress.  If you’re not failing from time to time, you’re not trying hard enough and you’re not learning.  Take risks, stumble, fall, and then get up and try again.  Appreciate that you are pushing yourself, learning, growing and improving.  Significant achievements are almost invariably realized at the end of a long road of failures.  One of the ‘mistakes’ you fear might just be the link to your greatest achievement yet.
  8. Start being more polite to yourself. – If you had a friend who spoke to you in the same way that you sometimes speak to yourself, how long would you allow that person to be your friend?  The way you treat yourself sets the standard for others.  You must love who you are or no one else will.
  9. Start enjoying the things you already have. – The problem with many of us is that we think we’ll be happy when we reach a certain level in life – a level we see others operating at – your boss with her corner office, that friend of a friend who owns a mansion on the beach, etc.  Unfortunately, it takes awhile before you get there, and when you get there you’ll likely have a new destination in mind.  You’ll end up spending your whole life working toward something new without ever stopping to enjoy the things you have now.  So take a quiet moment every morning when you first awake to appreciate where you are and what you already have.
  10. Start creating your own happiness. – If you are waiting for someone else to make you happy, you’re missing out.  Smile because you can.  Choose happiness.  Be the change you want to see in the world.  Be happy with who you are now, and let your positivity inspire your journey into tomorrow.  Happiness is often found when and where you decide to seek it.  If you look for happiness within the opportunities you have, you will eventually find it.  But if you constantly look for something else, unfortunately, you’ll find that too.  Read Stumbling on Happiness.
  11. Start giving your ideas and dreams a chance. – In life, it’s rarely about getting a chance; it’s about taking a chance.  You’ll never be 100% sure it will work, but you can always be 100% sure doing nothing won’t work.  Most of the time you just have to go for it!  And no matter how it turns out, it always ends up just the way it should be.  Either you succeed or you learn something.  Win-Win.
  12. Start believing that you’re ready for the next step. – You are ready!  Think about it.  You have everything you need right now to take the next small, realistic step forward.  So embrace the opportunities that come your way, and accept the challenges – they’re gifts that will help you to grow.
  13. Start entering new relationships for the right reasons. – Enter new relationships with dependable, honest people who reflect the person you are and the person you want to be.  Choose friends you are proud to know, people you admire, who show you love and respect – people who reciprocate your kindness and commitment.  And pay attention to what people do, because a person’s actions are much more important than their words or how others represent them.
  14. Start giving new people you meet a chance. – It sounds harsh, but you cannot keep every friend you’ve ever made.  People and priorities change.  As some relationships fade others will grow.  Appreciate the possibility of new relationships as you naturally let go of old ones that no longer work.  Trust your judgment.  Embrace new relationships, knowing that you are entering into unfamiliar territory.  Be ready to learn, be ready for a challenge, and be ready to meet someone that might just change your life forever.
  15. Start competing against an earlier version of yourself. – Be inspired by others, appreciate others, learn from others, but know that competing against them is a waste of time.  You are in competition with one person and one person only – yourself.  You are competing to be the best you can be.  Aim to break your own personal records.
  16. Start cheering for other people’s victories. – Start noticing what you like about others and tell them.  Having an appreciation for how amazing the people around you are leads to good places – productive, fulfilling, peaceful places.  So be happy for those who are making progress.  Cheer for their victories.  Be thankful for their blessings, openly.  What goes around comes around, and sooner or later the people you’re cheering for will start cheering for you.
  17. Start looking for the silver lining in tough situations. – When things are hard, and you feel down, take a few deep breaths and look for the silver lining – the small glimmers of hope.  Remind yourself that you can and will grow stronger from these hard times.  And remain conscious of your blessings and victories – all the things in your life that are right.  Focus on what you have, not on what you haven’t.
  18. Start forgiving yourself and others. – We’ve all been hurt by our own decisions and by others.  And while the pain of these experiences is normal, sometimes it lingers for too long.  We relive the pain over and over and have a hard time letting go.  Forgiveness is the remedy.  It doesn’t mean you’re erasing the past, or forgetting what happened.  It means you’re letting go of the resentment and pain, and instead choosing to learn from the incident and move on with your life.
  19. Start helping those around you. – Care about people.  Guide them if you know a better way.  The more you help others, the more they will want to help you.  Love and kindness begets love and kindness.  And so on and so forth.
  20. Start listening to your own inner voice. – If it helps, discuss your ideas with those closest to you, but give yourself enough room to follow your own intuition.  Be true to yourself.  Say what you need to say.  Do what you know in your heart is right.
  21. Start being attentive to your stress level and take short breaks. – Slow down.  Breathe.  Give yourself permission to pause, regroup and move forward with clarity and purpose.  When you’re at your busiest, a brief recess can rejuvenate your mind and increase your productivity.  These short breaks will help you regain your sanity and reflect on your recent actions so you can be sure they’re in line with your goals.
  22. Start noticing the beauty of small moments. – Instead of waiting for the big things to happen – marriage, kids, big promotion, winning the lottery – find happiness in the small things that happen every day.  Little things like having a quiet cup of coffee in the early morning, or the delicious taste and smell of a homemade meal, or the pleasure of sharing something you enjoy with someone else, or holding hands with your partner.  Noticing these small pleasures on a daily basis makes a big difference in the quality of your life.
  23. Start accepting things when they are less than perfect. – Remember, ‘perfect’ is the enemy of ‘good.’  One of the biggest challenges for people who want to improve themselves and improve the world is learning to accept things as they are.  Sometimes it’s better to accept and appreciate the world as it is, and people as they are, rather than to trying to make everything and everyone conform to an impossible ideal.  No, you shouldn’t accept a life of mediocrity, but learn to love and value things when they are less than perfect.
  24. Start working toward your goals every single day. – Remember, the journey of a thousand miles begins with one step.  Whatever it is you dream about, start taking small, logical steps every day to make it happen.  Get out there and DO something!  The harder you work the luckier you will become.  While many of us decide at some point during the course of our lives that we want to answer our calling, only an astute few of us actually work on it.  By ‘working on it,’ I mean consistently devoting oneself to the end result.  Read The 7 Habits of Highly Effective People.
  25. Start being more open about how you feel. – If you’re hurting, give yourself the necessary space and time to hurt, but be open about it.  Talk to those closest to you.  Tell them the truth about how you feel.  Let them listen.  The simple act of getting things off your chest and into the open is your first step toward feeling good again.
  26. Start taking full accountability for your own life. – Own your choices and mistakes, and be willing to take the necessary steps to improve upon them.  Either you take accountability for your life or someone else will.  And when they do, you’ll become a slave to their ideas and dreams instead of a pioneer of your own.  You are the only one who can directly control the outcome of your life.  And no, it won’t always be easy.  Every person has a stack of obstacles in front of them.  But you must take accountability for your situation and overcome these obstacles.  Choosing not to is choosing a lifetime of mere existence.
  27. Start actively nurturing your most important relationships. – Bring real, honest joy into your life and the lives of those you love by simply telling them how much they mean to you on a regular basis.  You can’t be everything to everyone, but you can be everything to a few people.  Decide who these people are in your life and treat them like royalty.  Remember, you don’t need a certain number of friends, just a number of friends you can be certain of.
  28. Start concentrating on the things you can control. – You can’t change everything, but you can always change something.  Wasting your time, talent and emotional energy on things that are beyond your control is a recipe for frustration, misery and stagnation.  Invest your energy in the things you can control, and act on them now.
  29. Start focusing on the possibility of positive outcomes. – The mind must believe it CAN do something before it is capable of actually doing it.  The way to overcome negative thoughts and destructive emotions is to develop opposing, positive emotions that are stronger and more powerful.  Listen to your self-talk and replace negative thoughts with positive ones.  Regardless of how a situation seems, focus on what you DO WANT to happen, and then take the next positive step forward.  No, you can’t control everything that happens to you, but you can control how you react to things.  Everyone’s life has positive and negative aspects – whether or not you’re happy and successful in the long run depends greatly on which aspects you focus on.  Read The How of Happiness.
  30. Start noticing how wealthy you are right now. – Henry David Thoreau once said, “Wealth is the ability to fully experience life.”  Even when times are tough, it’s always important to keep things in perspective.  You didn’t go to sleep hungry last night.  You didn’t go to sleep outside.  You had a choice of what clothes to wear this morning.  You hardly broke a sweat today.  You didn’t spend a minute in fear.  You have access to clean drinking water.  You have access to medical care.  You have access to the Internet.  You can read.  Some might say you are incredibly wealthy, so remember to be grateful for all the things you do have.

26/11/2013

Novas

26/11/2013


E o natal está a chegar, na semana passada fez 5 anos que a minha filhota foi fabricada e veio para a minha barriga e no domingo faz 5 anos que eu tive o dia mais inesquecível da minha vida, foi o dia que vi duas riscas, finalmente!
Foi no ano de 2008 que comecei a gostar do natal, foi o 1º ano que fiz árvore de natal e enfeitei a casa, costumo dizer que a minha vida recomeçou em 2008, não é bem isso mas é quase, o que sinto é que uma parte de mim esteve suspensa, durante os longos anos em que tentava ser mãe e não conseguia, as coisas tinha um sabor diferente, sei lá, mais amargas, mais desenxabias, mais “menos”, não sei explicar, sei que faltava qualquer coisa.

Claro que continuam a existir dias menos bons, incertezas quanto ao futuro, cansaço e falta de tempo, mas, sempre com muito mais sabor, pintalgado com os sorrisos, a voz e até com as birras da filhota. Em resumo tenho uma vida normal, como aliás sempre quis ter, faz parte, a vida é assim, feita de momentos bons, maus, e assim-assim.
E por falar em tempo, ai esse malandro que teima em fugir quando o queremos ter e que passa tão lentamente exatamente nas alturas em que dava tanto jeito que ele voasse.
A piquena cresce, ontem foi pela 1ª vez ao dentista e portou-se muito bem, está alta e despachada, a Naomi essa está mais velhota mas ainda gosta de brincar e contínua com alguns ciúmes da Srª B (a gata), aliás as duas (filha e cadela) tem alguns ciúmes da gata, ela pelo contrário não liga nenhuma, é mesmo gata.
 Vamos fazer a árvore de Natal e enfeitar a casa este fim de semana e no próximo é a festa de Natal do infantário da Leonor, enfim começa a lufa-lufa do Natal.
Já tinha saudades deste cantito.
Até breve

15/04/2013

Inca

15/04/2013


Mais um ano, já são 8 anos de saudade. Curiosamente a música da carta tocou hoje, detesto a música, a 1 vez que a ouvi foi no dia 08/9/2014, e foi nesse dia que tive os 1s indícios que estavas doente. Lamentavelmente esses foram anos da minha longa travessia do deserto, foi um caminho muito longo, cheio de perdas e muita, muita tristeza. Como eu gostaria que ainda estivesses comigo, mas já não estás, e eu tenho muitas saudades tuas, perdi-te e isso mudou tanta coisa em mim, tanta mágoa, tanta coisa negativa.
Relembro ainda hoje cada bocadinho daquele dia tão longo e tão definitivo. Estarás sempre comigo minha querida, o meu coração, a minha alma sei lá, o meu “EU” terá sempre um lugar cheio de carinho e de saudade para ti.

23/07/2012

Vamos ajudar o Davis!

23/07/2012
http://vamosajudarodavis.blogspot.pt/

13/07/2012

13/07/2012
Sr B e familia ;O) no aniversário do Manel






Luna é só pedir ;O)








06/07/2012

A 1 MÊS

06/07/2012


De fazer 3 anos deixou a cama de grades e dorme numa cama de menina.
Tão crescida e tão bem disposta.
Ganhou mais uma amiga, uma gata preta de nome Senhora B. Uma animação lá por casa.
 
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